I am lost now

Photo: Tibu Borgstén

I´m listening to the music

which touches the treetops

and my soul, somehow

- and somehow

nothing is were it should be

anymore,

because you´ve braked through

and old and strong wall 

that I had build around myself

years and years

ago.. 

So softly

almost like in a dream

or in a fairy tail 

and a garden of pleasure

of my own I stayed

safely..

But now

I´m naked and lost

more than ever.

I`m naked

and I am so empty

because you took everything

you could!

And all you could say

and understand

was the beauty 
of our forever young bodies.

Who knows if it is

because you are a man
ore because you don´t have the curage
or intention to build anything

forever lasting in your life.

You are so alike an old dog.
A man with old fashioned habits
that I so infinitely admire 
and dare to love aloud. 

But today you won 
you braked through accidentally.

And accidentally 
I went to pieces.

I stepped into something
what might be an - ending.
At least I am lost now
and I need some time 
away from You.